July 2009
4 posts
maybe she cares more than i thought she did.. enough to text and call within minutes…x
6 DAYS TO GO!
so i have 6 days untill i leave this country to go exploring all on my lonesome!!! this time next week i will be 4 hours into a 21hour plane journey!! v v scary!! i still have so much to do, but doesnt help that i have a horrible cold so am in bed! i have last weeks sailing holiday and getting very wet to thank for that!!! i did have an immense time though and met some awesome people, one in...
May 2009
6 posts
everytime
I look at that bed, i think of me and him sleeping in it, our first time, our first night, it makes me smile. :) It DOES NOT make me smile that she is sleeping in it instead of her own because her bedcovers arnt dry! GRRRRR
Today
I have a migraine and generally feel unwell
I still feel so very confused
I want to tell him how much i want to be with him
I want to go away for a weekend so that we can lay in bed together and hold hands without everyone talking about us
I want to understand him and know who he is
I want him to let me in
I wish I could just get this coursework finished
I want to be browner
I wish he was cuddling...
I gave you all you desired All that you needed Boy...
