6 DAYS TO GO!
so i have 6 days untill i leave this country to go exploring all on my lonesome!!! this time next week i will be 4 hours into a 21hour plane journey!! v v scary!! i still have so much to do, but doesnt help that i have a horrible cold so am in bed! i have last weeks sailing holiday and getting very wet to thank for that!!! i did have an immense time though and met some awesome people, one in particular who i keep thinking about! v yummy but if anything happened would be scandel as he is as far from available as you could get!
things with chris unfortunatly didnt work out, we are just so so different, but i dont regret going there or us trying because it was heading that way for such a long time and i would have always wondered otherwise. he is so so lovely but all about minimal effort on everything and i believe that when u love someone you want to show it by putting lots of effort in and really appriciating eachtother.. i just didnt get that with him.
plus last week at a party i ended up kissing my ex after a messy break up with him just over a year ago, very strange and unexpected but turned out to be an amazing night.. and such a text book ex thing to happen!!
going back to the sailing holiday.. one of the best things ever was just rufffing it all the time! like no makeup no hairdryers no fancy clothes.. just hoodies and jeans and flipflops and sunnies!! brilliant!! and who knew i could do it!!
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x
